Stop cowering If failure comes, let it devour you, then get back into the action If you succeed, you'll just feel stupid for waiting so long Stop copulating with your self-hatred You're tired of being as stationary as a tree You're sick of them having your freedom You don't want to taste defeat again You can't imagine a future worth reaching Let's try this: The silhouette of a child in the mirror of your lovers, Strangling you with his cluttered hands, cutting your Neck and your confidence, giving you an infinite ultimatum That no one has ever fathomed "See if you are truly worthless, or die a slow and painful death From sucking on mystery like it's your favorite candy," the Century-old infant says from each corner of your mind You know the rewards that you'll receive from getting it all Over with; the shape of a real man, finances resting peacefully, A path to a life that doesn't beg for a noose or sliced wrists, and A plethora of ways to create happiness Meditate on a pile of
"I don't believe in things I can't see" "They're simply too weak to handle the real world" "It's just sadness; nothing serious" Mindsets that idiots carry, thinking they're geniuses For denying the existence of depression Others push them away, not because they want to Avoid being infected, but because they're under the Belief that they need a degree before even attempting To show kindness; tell them that they're worthy of life You don't have to be a superhero You just need to give compassion For some, that's enough; for some, it's not But treating them as if they're a burden only Worsens their struggle We all have problems We all need at least one other person there to Lessen the severity, with advice or companionship Let's do away with this line in the sand It's such a destructive divide
Another sea of gore falls from the gaping hole in our Reality, flooding dreams with visions of dead children Futures smothered by lunatics, inspiring lunatics Corpses decorate the media, suffocating us with fear-- The fear that our kids and elderly could be murdered as if They're merely obstacles preventing justice Die Schwachen müssen das schönste Blut haben The reasons for the relentless bloodshed are as diverse as the victims; Some want the thrill of violating the boundaries of human nature To the fullest extent Some want fame that's synonymous with Entrails on rusted balconies Some think they're doing a favor to those they shoot, strangle, slice, Impale, run over, annihilate Some want revenge against the world, against God, against those inside And outside their
For some sickening reason, expressing appreciation Evades my rationality, but it is absolutely there, and Stronger than diamond It manifests in my lavish language and questionable generosity It's the loudest silence that you experience every day It's the winged phantom that you know exists It's right here; my biotic body is proof Without your kindness, charity, and honesty, I would have Fled from this spiritually nauseating world with so much Less in my legacy Pain shared like a cookie; one half for me and one for you Wealth ignored; there are many other ways to show love Interests tangled; we feed off each others' passion Plans forged from hardships; we'll get out of here together You are one of the few golden reasons Thank you
No Matter The Outcome, There Was Going To Be Filth by Leehon, literature
Literature
No Matter The Outcome, There Was Going To Be Filth
Why the hell do I think so much about an existence That carries the scent of a forest that's flooded with The saliva of obese slaves? It's a past that nestles in my sliced heart and leaking brain When nihilism hits like my dad would if my body was about 1,111 shades darker If he were around to beat me to the point of becoming God, Would I have the physical, mental, and emotional strength to Give my siblings the broken noses, dislocated joints, and red Puddles that they need to learn that I am also worthy of respect? If my mom chose the happiness of an unborn baby over Cum and alcohol, would I have been able to put a bully's face Through a desk, crashing into the tile floor? If I was given a body like hers, would I experience sex as much as The real me, despite the aversive dysphoria? If I had commited suicide before being old enough to ruin My own life, would my consciousness simply move to another Timeline? Is there a penalty for repeating that process? Doesn't fucking matter
God could no longer tolerate humanity ruining The world that He had destined them to protect He sent forth his angels, beings resembling beasts On Earth and abstract concepts that had slept in the Hands of mankind since He allowed them to evolve to Such a privileged state These divine creatures were tasked with the duty of setting Order to the universe that had been plunged into utter Rancor and chaos Many would have called it Judgement Day or the Second Coming; A few, Ragnarök or Nature's revenge God cared naught for the name that the current nor next Generation would give it; He wanted to purify the Womb of Creation, organizing the sea of human souls Earth and the other planets that were inhabited: Merged with Hell, Hades, and Xibalba to punish the Ones who were truly evil; murderers, rapists, abusers, And the billionaires who refused to use their wealth And power to help those in need Purgatory: where a majority of the human race went to Reach their truest selves, delving into
Your presence is worse than a slipped disc The paragraphs you vomit spawn only the worst in people That brain of yours produces problems for others to deal with; You sit back, watch the mess you've made gradually vanish, and Laugh like a drunkard as they clean and repair what and who you Have maimed with your... Everything Each day, you beg for flying teeth You demand catastrophic humiliation You want the bucket list to be infinite One day, you'll have it all shoved down your damn throat Just get the hell away Go someplace where you'll learn to act like a fucking adult Become a person who's more useful than a used condom Stop contributing to the bullshit of the world Once your amazing departure arrives, We will burn the bridges and blockade the roads, Then go back to enjoying life Fuck your existence
There's a strange kind of air that's been frollicking since The weeds infested the ancient technology When truth teetered on the eye of a titanium needle, Signs of sickness meandered under the cracked glass The umbrage failed to keep eyes dry Then a sudden obnubilation coveted validation It was too much like... Tampering with dark matter Filling volcanoes with dead dragons Gnawing on clouds before they become tornados Silencing lions wrapped in barbed wire Feeding homunculi to sleepy nymphs Vomiting elegies during a secret wedding Collecting righteous lies Tarnishing vivacious corruption Belittling pious apostates Mixing religions with secular fingers Strangling the last Basilisk Nullifying a Selkie's spell Purifying Longinus' lance Interrupting Metatron's prayer But each hiatus sounds like wyverns convulsing That's not what was written on the ceiling This is not how any spirit should die By using the soft sediment, the end will be Launched far into the future Unspoken
A hulking tower of insecurities is as real as a Razor-thin doll of ill-informed innocence The double-blue dodecahedron that's rarely kissed Tempestuous illusions cackling in the tears of muscle tendons Prodigality devouring the health of those who taste stability Sullen souls questioning the filigree in their blessed lives' Conjectures pleasured with stares from brides and grooms The fear of unshakable loneliness Hatred doesn't discriminate; an irony that we place at the Entrances' of temples, wrapped in neon foliage as if to keep The meek from learning how to mature When a vixen struggles to accept the flesh, compassion floods Her cluttered sky-- just how it should be When a casanova curses his catalyst, the audience is evenly split; Those who feel the crippling weight of traditionalism and those who Endorse his destruction through various breeds of verbal sewage-- Ignoring physical limits, laughing at disabilities, and shouting at the Void like a semi-pacifistic wyvern